Thursday, July 2, 2009

Molly's Birth Story

So two and a half months later, I'm finally getting around to this, lol.

It all started when I went in for a routine appointment on April 8, 2009. My blood pressure was high again after having continual high bp's the whole pregnancy. This was when they decided to induce me on April 12, since the 13th was my due date. I was very scared by the fact that they wanted to do this, and just kind of told me it was going to happen that way instead of discussing it with me. So Rob and I used those last few days alone to prepare for her arrival, get the last minute things, and enjoy the remaining time of it just being the two of us.


How big I was the day I got induced

I called the hospital at 5 to see if they were ready for me to come in, and they told us to get there at 6 pm. When we go there, there was a little confusion as to whether I was staying or not since one doctor told them one thing, and another doctor told me another. Once that was all settled, I was admitted and the waiting began. The doctor didn't come to start the induction until 10 that night. They started with a pill that was supposed to help dilate me. When that method hardly worked, they used a catheter that inflates and dilates you to 4 cm. Then the next doctor was on call and when she came to check me, she took it out and I was at 4 cm. She then told me that she was going to break my water. It really hurt when she did that, and it also began the worst part of my labor. Once my water was broken, the contractions really started to hurt. Before that they were uncomfortable, but after that, I was writhing in bed when they would hit, and tightening my grip on Rob's hand. I dealt with the contraction for, what seemed to me, a long time. I wasn't aware then of the acutal time and length, and still do not know exactly. I was determined to have a pain med free labor. Mainly because I was scared to get an epidural, and unsure of how my body would react to it. I was also given magnesium sulfate to help lower my blood pressure because the pain from the contractions was making it sky rocket. Eventually, I gave in and told Rob I wanted an epdural. Since during the whole time, unlike the stereotypical woman in labor, I did not scream and talked very quietly and barely at all. So he then told the nurse that I wanted one and she proceded to tell the appropriate people. Unfortunately, because of my high blood pressure, I had to have a special blood test to make sure I could even get one. The prospect of possibly not being able to get one at that point terrified me. What seemed to me to be half an hour later, but Rob says was more like 10 minutes, I finally got the epi. I liked the amount of medication he gave me becuase I could still feel the pressure of the contractions, and my legs were only tingly, not completely numb. I did get the button I could push to put more medicine in, which I used quite frequently. During this time, I kept begging Rob to put more pillows between my legs since there was so much pressure down there. Eventually him and the nurse put all the pillows in the room between my legs. When the doctor came to check me, all she did was look and saw that her head was right there ready to come out, and time to start pushing! When Rob and I heard this we looked at each other with a very shocked look. When I heard this, I was also very scared since I've heard of many women having to push for hours. So I started pushing, and 10 minutes later, Molly Renee arrived in the world! I ended up having a 2nd degree tear, and thank goodness I had the epi because I can't imagine having to experience that without one. She weighed 6lb 3oz, and was 19" long.

In the mother&baby unit


July 2, 2009

Thursday, June 4, 2009

Trials and Errors with the Moby

So yesterday I bought 5 yards of fabric to make my own Moby wrap. All you do is cut it in half length wise and that's it. So i watched on youtube how to do it and put it in, and she did not like it very much. This shows you how much she liked it:

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Then today I looked up different ways to put her in, and this is the winner! As I type she is sleeping soundly.


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I'm glad she likes it because it's very comfortable to wear.

Tuesday, June 2, 2009

It's Been Awhile

So it's been over a month since I last posted. Which probably means that everyone that knows I have this more than likely forgot about it, lol. So I'll get to updating about Molly.

Right now she is sleeping soundly in her crib! She was able to fall asleep on her own, all I had to do was just to keep putting the pacifier back in her mouth. I miss the days when she would sleep like a rock.

Within the past week she started smiling back at us!! It's so precious. Initially she was smiling mostly for Rob, but today she was smiling at me for a good ten minutes! So I was finally able to get a picture, which is below.

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I love the dimple she has on her right cheek. I hope it stays when she gets older.

In other news, last night was the worst night we have ever had with her. For about 3 hours she was just non stop crying! I'd offer her food, sometimes she'd take it and other times it'd make her scream more. We'd try burping her, gripe water, putting her in the sling, fresh air, bouncing, changing her diaper, and probably other things I can't think of right now. What finally got her to sleep was loading her up in the car and going for a drive. Still have no idea what she was so worked up about. She slept for a long stretch today, about 5 hours. It made me kind of worried that she slept for that long, but I keep reciting what the doctor at the hospital told us "A sleeping baby isn't hungry, and a hungry baby wont sleep." But with Molly, unlike other babies her age, we had to wake her up every 3 hours to eat, and after a few weeks she'd start doing it on her own, and recently she's started going for longer stretches again. She's growing as far as I can tell. Rob and I think that she'll just be a tall and skinny baby. Which is fine except it means that a lot of the clothes I got for her wont fit right! So frustrating. Why do clothing makers assume that most babies are chunky? What do the skinny babies get to wear? lol. But it's so confusing because some newborn sizes still fit her, and others are too small, and some are even too big. Some 3 month size things fit her length wise, but are too wide.

Well I think I'll take advantage of my sleeping baby and try to get some sleep myself.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Rainy Day

Where did the beautiful weather go??? It'll be nice for a day here, and the next day turns to rain and overcast. Although I guess that's to be expected when you live in the "north country." Haven't really done too much today. Rob is on staff duty tonight so that stinks. He's coming home for dinner though, but he's not sure when that will be. I really hope Molly sleeps tonight like she did last night. I don't want to deal with a crying baby all night like she was last time he was gone. Either way though, I'll get through it. At least I'll get some sleep, Rob wont get to sleep again until tomorrow night. And then he has to do staff duty again all day Saturday, and then he's in the field all next week :-( Since he'll be gone all next week, I'm going to visit my parents for a few days. There's no way I could deal with being all by myself all week with Molly. If she were older and things were easier, I'd probably be able to manage, aside from the loneliness.

As for the breastfeeding, things didn't go as great since being home as they did at the lactation consultant yesterday. Since my letdown is so fast, if I don't have the shield on, she just lets it drip into her mouth instead of latching on. And since it makes me impatient and frustrated (which are not good things to be when breastfeeding) I've resorted to using the shield. It kind of makes me feel like a failure for not being able to calm myself down and be more patient for her to try and get her right on me, instead of resorting to the shield. Thankfully, it hasn't seemed to affect my supply at all yet, so I don't feel in danger of that yet. So hopefully I'll either find the patience by Thursday to figure it out on my own, or will need her help some more then.

She's been sleeping pretty well. Since she's being more alert it takes her longer to fall asleep. And I've been co-sleeping with her as well. It's not something I wanted to do, but sometimes it's the only way she'll sleep. She will sleep in her pack 'n' play, but once she falls asleep next to me, I'm too scared to move her for fear she'll wake up. I was also scared to co-sleep due to any risks that would come with it, but there haven't been any problems so far. Although I would like her to sleep in the pnp more often just so that I could get in more comfortable positions to sleep, having her next to me at least allows me to sleep.

Also today I bought her some headbands with bows on them. I wasn't sure if I wanted to put them on her before she was born, but now that she's here I thought they'd look cute on her. And man, she looks adorable with them on!! This is a bad discovery for me because now I'll probably go bow crazy. Here's a picture of my beautiful little girl:

She was squirming around so it's not the best angle, but she's got a cute look on her face.

Monday, April 27, 2009

2 Weeks Old!!

Molly is 2 weeks old today and I can't believe it. It seems like just yesterday I was still in the hospital. Her birth weight was 6 lbs 3 oz and today she was at 6 lbs 7 oz! I can't believe how much she has grown already. I'm enjoying these days while she's still so little, and yet a part of me also yearns for when she's a little bigger and older so that nursing, and other things will become easier. Things are kind of in a rhythm now. She's starting to be very alert about a third of time. She loves to crane her neck back and look all over the place. Also, her cord finally fell off this morning, and it kind of startled me because I discovered it when I lifted up her shirt to change her diaper. I think her belly button looks like mine :) She's also such an easy baby to shop with. The car and stroller put her right to sleep, so it's so easy to cart her around everywhere, which makes it nice so that I don't have to be cooped up all day. The lactation consultant was really helpful today. Ft. Drum has 2, and today the other one came in to try and help her get on without having to use the shield, and it worked! The shield made feeding her a much less stressful experience, but I yearned for the direct physical contact, but was just happy she was eating well. But now that the other lady showed a different way of doing things, I think we can get on our way to not have to use it! I see her again on Thursday to follow up and still make sure everything is going OK. So I'm hoping over the next couple days Molly and I will be able to master it and be able to show off on Thursday! Well, it's time to get her ready to eat again, I'll try and get on later to put up a picture of my beautiful girl!